Fear

My friends say I never fear anyone. They think so coz i they never saw me nervous since ages....if u see from they are very true...I actually never had fear of anything...Never had fear of ghosts...studies....challenges...lonliness nothing...
Just went on conquering everything and everyone that came on the way...
I did never fear of anything the books, the competition, the job, the colleagues, the bosses no-one till recently i realised I do fear of some people.

These are the people who think I m fearless....My Friends.

All my life I have been proud of my friends....friends from school college and wherever i went...just kept making so may good friends....

And still when i look my phonebook or orkut page. see their pictures I fear to see that...Fear to make the contact...and these are all people who have been very close to me at some point of time...with whom i spent most of my evenings...but why so...

It fear what will be our recation when we try to catch up and realise that there are so many things happening in our lives which at one pint we would have shared with each other moment it has happened....but now we don't even think about them...forget about them for weeks together suddnly to realise how far we have gone and the distance has grown so much that you fear that if now I try to extend my hand they may be out of my reach. And that's what i fear most.

Its easy to think about catching up with someone but becomes dreadful when you see the need of catching up with friends who shared almost every thought in their minds...

Life was very easy till the time I was studying...no. of friends increasing wherever you go and now suddenly I find so may people I care about but i don't know how they are doing and what is happening to them....